Less of, More of

Today, I almost sprained my sprained ankle on site again.

I am very much reminded of the passage in Matthew 6. I feel like the strange orange that Jye Lyu spoke of early this month - after being crushed and released some 'fragrance', it formed back into an orange again. It had been a lot of 'I' and 'me' recently.. Change, change.

One Step At A Time

Heart, don't fail me now
Courage, don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
Or how a road can seem so long
How the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past
Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Fin'lly home where I belong
Well, starting here, my life begins
Starting now, I'm learning fast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past
Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Home, Love, Family
There was once a time
I must have had them too
Home, Love, Family
I will never be complete
Until I find you...
One step at a time,
One hope, then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
On to find my future,
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
To bring me home...
At last At last
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you

Anastasia Soundtrack, Journey To the Past

The sprain I had is teaching me to take a step at a time.
To slow down. To be patient. There was pain at first, then much uncertainty. To learn to trust, to share on the experience, and take some painful steps. Allow the hurting to heal, and now walking like normal. Soon, I will be able to run, jump and be free!