Q&A

Lately, there are some questions which I find myself having to give answers for. The 2 most common and challenging ones are: 1.'When are you leaving?' and 2.'What will you be doing?' I realise that besides giving the possibility, the best answer I seem to have is, 'I do not know.' Perhaps the strangest thing is that it became a constant battle I have to feud within. Not that I do not try to find out. It seems like I am lost and is requiring of new faith. At times, I wished I can reverse or quit so that I can 'be in control' again.

An answer perhaps, Ash (Mum's loyal bah chang supporter and wonderful minister to the tenants staying with us) dropped by, as she often does. This time she asked the exact same questions and upon answering her, she prayed with me. Really appreciated.

'You asked when, when? It is now.' (Rev. Jane Lowder)
'Do not doubt. Go out in faith.' (Sis Debbie)
@ Renewal Camp, 9-12th June

To Whom do I have to answer; to Whom am I accountable.

His Story

I used to get F9 grades for most of my tests and examinations under the subject, History. Even under the 'scrupulous' guidance of Miss Shirley Lau, one History teacher I will never forget. Many students had scored As with her, but me. Miraculously, I actually passed with a C6 for O Levels! It wouldn't be possible if without her. I had often found it a challenge to remember or memorise stuff, including lyrics.. Strangely, I recall minute details which surprise myself sometimes too.

For the past nights, I have been diligent in searching stuff on wikipedia and began to have better understanding as I traced back the people (leaders and organisations) and sources (of inspirations) who/ that had made great impact to our world today. They had held to/ originated and branched from a belief system as of the world's largest even till today. God, I hardly paid attention to these things that had always been going on! I was pretty 'blinded' myself. It was just head knowledge. There are too much that my human capacity can hold.

Success Seminar

Have been rather tied up with 2 projects for the past week or so. As I sat through today's seminar by Uncle Song and Uncle Patrick, I cannot but recalled the different people who had impacted my life.. people whose hearts are tuned to God - Sis, you're one of the very first. Thank you for teaching me to sing that very first song we both am so familiar with. :)

The song selected for me to sing at the end of the seminar, to my surprise, was the one sung by Faye Wong: 我願意

思念是一種很玄的東西　
如影　隨行
無聲又無息出沒在心底　
轉眼　吞沒我在寂寞裡
我無力抗拒　 特別在夜裡　
哦．．．．．． 想你到無法呼吸
恨不能立即　 朝你狂奔去　
大聲的告訴你　唔．．．．．．

我願意為你　我願意為你
我願意為你　忘記我姓名
就算多一秒　停留在你懷裡
失去世界也不可惜
我願意為你　 我願意為你
我願意為你　 被放逐天際
只要你真心　 拿愛與我回應
什麼都願意　什麼都願意 為你
我什麼都願意　 什麼都願意 為你

曲：黃國倫　詞：姚謙　編曲：Nathan Wong

7:30pm, heard Zhang Bo Li personally.

I am really looking forward to hearing Jane Lowder at camp this year. :)