Turning 35 gave me the opportunity to own a housing unit in Singapore finally! There are many factors which I have considered carefully, and prayerfully. I was uncertain if this decision is right. And the moment I made the decision, I had peace. I felt God trust me to be an adult and be able to make good decisions, whatever lies ahead.
Of course, I have concerns: Will Mum and brother be okay when I am not around? Will I find time to spend with Mum? Will our relationship become better? Will my relationship with my family become distanced? Will I be too accustomed to being alone? What if I forget my keys? What if I am too sick to even pick up the phone to call for help? I guess if I am to look at the fear in my heart, I will never be able to move on and up. I believe I can do this one step at a time, with the Lord, no matter if I have decided otherwise.
What happens in the future I do not know. Even if my life ends tonight, I know God is in control.
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